Above eight years ago now, I came to a place in my life where I was really stuck. Having reached a point of extreme frustration, I tearfully prayed on my knees beside my bed, crying out to the Lord for relief. That was a pivotal moment, one I hope you will be able to benefit from as I have.
I had been struggling for many months with two looming monsters in my life. 1. Divorce. 2. Bankruptcy. It was so firmly in my mind that if I held out and did my honest best to hang in there that somehow the Lord would see me through to what I envisioned as success. I really wanted my relationship with my wife to be restored and better than before. Also, I wanted very badly to have the opportunity to manage my financial responsibilities without having to declare bankruptcy. I viewed both of these potential outcomes, divorce and bankruptcy, as personal failure and scenarios that would bring shame upon the Lord I claimed to serve. It was my firm conviction that divorce and bankruptcy were contrary to the Lord's will.
Something very profound occurred to me as I cried out in anguish that morning. I had never considered that He might actually consent to my divorce and bankruptcy. I had never thought to ask Him about His will. I was immediately prompted by the Lord, so I proceeded to ask very deliberately the following simple questions. Lord is it your will for me to give my consent for and accept this divorce? Lord, is it your will for me to accept this bankruptcy? I knew even as I asked these questions what the answers were, feeling immediate relief from the many months of stress that had built up inside me. The peace I had lost began to return. When I was finally willing to seek His will sincerely, without concern for what the answers might be, I had the answers I needed. Contrary to what I had long presumed, it was clearly His will for me to accept both the divorce and bankruptcy.
That observation may shock some of you but other's will find my testimony consistent with personal experience.
In language familiar to those of you who know the way of intercessors, I had come to a death in these matters. Nothing of my own was retained, nothing more in which to be proud remained.
Where this breakthrough experience led me to was divorce and bankruptcy, of course, but beyond that there came some unexpected blessing. There was the obvious benefit of having my eyes opened to how I had been deceived by the professing church instead of actually seeking the Truth for my guidance. That was an important lesson in my life about not blindly following the model of the professing church, and another, too, was about the importance of asking without having a leaning or predisposition towards one answer or another. What was really unexpected and MOST WELCOME was how a very troubling and bewildering array of things I had observed as though in shadow was about to be brought into the light!
Later that day or possibly the next day I received a book in the mail, one I had ordered a few days earlier. At the time I ordered it, I had no idea the book might be related to my breakthrough but, when I started to read, it quite obviously was. Funny how the Lord works, sometimes. The book was titled "Unmasking the Jezebel Spirit" by John Paul Jackson. This was my first exposure to such a work, and I was, fair to say, stunned by what I read. Much of what he documented I recognized, having seen it played out very particularly. There was plenty of overlap in our experience. I had no idea the collection of things I'd observed was actually a common set. This was quite a revelation to me, which the Lord validated over the next few days and weeks fairly dramatically through independent means.
I have much more to share about what I've learned since then, and what circumstances led up to that pivotal crisis in my life. What I expect to be focused on, though, is the humility and obedience that is the foundation for our defense and offense against this destructive and deceitful scheme of control spirits, including Jezebel.
Resources
Here's a few resources I'm familiar with enough to generally recommend. If you know of others and can attest to their value, please suggest them in comments to this post, for everyone's benefit.
Unmasking the Jezebel Spirit - John Paul Jackson
Jezebel - Seducing Goddess of War - by Jonas Clark
Confronting Jezebel - Discerning and Defeating the Spirit of Control - Steve Sampson
Tim Mather - Out of Bondage
The Three Battlegrounds - Francis Frangipane
The Jezebel Spirits Helpers, Messengers, Slaves and Eunuchs by Jonas Clark
[PDF] The Spirit of Jezebel
[video] Discerning The Jezebel Spirit - All four parts of this video were presented in a post a few days ago.
[video] How the Jezebel Spirit Makes Eunuchs - by Jonas Clark
There are many more by Jonas Clark on YouTube, and I thought each one I watched was valuable.
Jezebel, in our society [added on 12/2/10]
The biggest mistake you can make, when dealing with evil, is to confuse it with sin (Part-2 of 2) - Bob's note: The author shares good observations about the potential for a person's recovery from such a state. Some claim there are instances of recovery. I can only suspect that the potential depends somewhat upon how far down that Jezebel road they've gone - and whether they are wheat or a tare. The Lord knows. I only know what I know, and, quite honestly, that's not much.
In the "How to break" section here, Identify and remove the Jezebel spirit (heaven awaits (by marianne)) you'll find a worthwhile collection of tips on reaching someone who might be salvaged from the control of this wicked demon.
The "Drama Triangle" or "Karpman Drama Triangle" - Persecutor/Victim/Rescuer Role-shifting model
Karpman drama triangle
The Rescue Triangle "or the art of being in charge of yourself and not controlling other people
The Drama Triangle by Steve Karpman with Comments by Patty E. Fleener M.S.W.
Off to the penalty box
Disciplinary action
London, ON, September 2010
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You may be surprised to learn that London has a hockey team, the Knights. They play in the Ontario Hockey League - not exactly the big leagues, but it's something we see more as an advantage than anything else.
See, we're a small-ish town, so we'll never have our own major league team. We get that. But it's that smallness that seems to play to our advantage. Games here are still affordable for the average family (vs. a four-figure night for the average Toronto Maple Losers fan) and sitting in the stands still feels like you're part of a community instead of a slick, marketing-driven, moneymaking machine. It filters down to the ice, too, as the players, still working their way up through the hockey hierarchy, haven't become megabuck, megawatt stars.
To wit, Daniel
Erlich, #92, who plays centre. He visited our kids' school last year as part of the team's community outreach efforts, and they've been avidly following his progress ever since. He's being billeted by a family we know in the community, and he's been a regular guest on a radio morning show. He isn't a superstar - yet - but he's already the kind of person, a good soul with a tremendous work ethic, that my kids want to emulate.So when we attended a recent game, I followed him with my camera for a bit because I knew the kids would love to have a picture or two of their favorite player. I've long been critical of how sports has tainted our definition of hero, but a hometown team like the Knights, with good kids like Erlich on the roster, is enough to soften my formerly curmudgeonly attitude.
Maybe he can teach the Maple Losers a thing or two about good sportsmanship, too.
Your turn: Can major/minor league sport ever return to its simpler roots?
More Branding Signaling the Mark of the Beast, plus News and Such
Like how the name and branding imagery of 23andMe is a powerful symbol of the mark of the Beast, a competitor has a logo that, not too surprisingly, appears to be in lockstep. 
In the logo of deCODE Genetics I see two figures, red and black, stitched together by a white strand of DNA. This stitching of the two is the union of the sons of god (black) with the daughters of men (red). I believe there is an implicit triple helix DNA signal in this (knowing the CODE, so we can deCODE the meaning), one strand from the red, one strand, black, and one binding strand, white.
In the deCODEme sub-brand the red color from the graphic is picked up by the word "me," validating the symbolic identity of that figure as you and I (the daughters of men). The word "deCODE" picks up the color of the other figure, black (sons of god). I believe this signals that their intent behind all the genetic DECODING is to identify the serpent tree, the non-Adamic seed, in an effort to distill the residual genes and reverse engineer the fallen Nephilim body. Mengele-esque, to be sure.
Because the scheme has been declared redundantly in such a variety of ways, its hard not to see how the deCODE Genetics and deCODEme effort ultimately intends to transform us, creating fit extensions, or, hosts for fallen angels.
Here's a really sly bit of craft! In the letter string "deCODEme" the letters "de" are shorter than the others, so if you read just the emphasized "CODEme" you'll recognize
the request, "code me." This compares to the subliminal request from the recently featured Verizon ad: DROIDDOES = "DROID US." This also compares to the subliminal action behind the PositiveID branding, which silently but effectively prompts us to accept (positive - affirm, accept) the mark (ID tag), the implantable microchip that will be the key point of connection and transformation.
Notice how the Hermetic maxim is emphasized in the "deCODEme" images by means of reflections that model to us, "As Above, So Below." The one upper right shows the three overlapped circles, signaling the triple helix DNA and, I believe the Osiris (green), Isis (orange) and Horus (composite triple helix offspring) identities. The reflections are given a lot of emphasis in that graphic, being quite unnatural in that there are three distinct planes of reflection in view. The central and primary Horus image has its own reflection inside the sphere, and the sphere itself has another. I believe the multiple planes reference the different seasons in which these things are manifested in the earth. Horus appeared before and he will again.
The circling green arrows are equivalent to the serpent/dragon ouroboros. Notice how the crossed elements lower left closely resemble the 23andMe chromosome-ish logo.
The deCODE logo graphic looks like a pair of lower case letters, "ii" - a pair of "eyes." This is a Watcher theme, since one watches with their eyes. I believe the popularity of owls in occult signaling and worship really points most essentially to the angel Watchers who fell and took wives for themselves among the daughters of men. These "ii" eyes aren't big goog-goog-googly eyes, but I do believe they are equivalent symbols.
Decode me? Uh uh. No thanks. No please!
Links:
Nearly 1 in 5 Americans had mental illness in 2009
Obama On The Cover Of Newsweek As SHIVA The DESTROYER
50/50 Joint Venture will Merge all Newsweek Businesses and The Daily Beast’s Digital Assets; Tina Brown to Serve as Editor-in-Chief.
Sinister Sites: The Georgia Guidestones - Vigilant Citizen - Recently Updated
Battle: Lost Angeles 2011 - upcoming movie promo
The release date sums to 9, the single digit mark of the beast transformation number and common date sum signal.
3+1+1+2+0+1+1 = 9
Behold the Four Horsemen of the Looming Food Apocalypse (Opinion)
Panic after ‘Devil attack’ at school Has anyone seen Agents Mulder and Scully? Ok, anyone resembling their actual counterparts? This is non-fiction.
What Is Happening In LA? Now Actors Report "Incredible" UFOs
VIDEO: Blue-Colored UFO in Centreville
More Evidence: HD TV is a Set Up for Mind Control
Mind Control - Is somebody thinking for you?
In the logo of deCODE Genetics I see two figures, red and black, stitched together by a white strand of DNA. This stitching of the two is the union of the sons of god (black) with the daughters of men (red). I believe there is an implicit triple helix DNA signal in this (knowing the CODE, so we can deCODE the meaning), one strand from the red, one strand, black, and one binding strand, white.
In the deCODEme sub-brand the red color from the graphic is picked up by the word "me," validating the symbolic identity of that figure as you and I (the daughters of men). The word "deCODE" picks up the color of the other figure, black (sons of god). I believe this signals that their intent behind all the genetic DECODING is to identify the serpent tree, the non-Adamic seed, in an effort to distill the residual genes and reverse engineer the fallen Nephilim body. Mengele-esque, to be sure.
Because the scheme has been declared redundantly in such a variety of ways, its hard not to see how the deCODE Genetics and deCODEme effort ultimately intends to transform us, creating fit extensions, or, hosts for fallen angels.
Here's a really sly bit of craft! In the letter string "deCODEme" the letters "de" are shorter than the others, so if you read just the emphasized "CODEme" you'll recognize
the request, "code me." This compares to the subliminal request from the recently featured Verizon ad: DROIDDOES = "DROID US." This also compares to the subliminal action behind the PositiveID branding, which silently but effectively prompts us to accept (positive - affirm, accept) the mark (ID tag), the implantable microchip that will be the key point of connection and transformation.Notice how the Hermetic maxim is emphasized in the "deCODEme" images by means of reflections that model to us, "As Above, So Below." The one upper right shows the three overlapped circles, signaling the triple helix DNA and, I believe the Osiris (green), Isis (orange) and Horus (composite triple helix offspring) identities. The reflections are given a lot of emphasis in that graphic, being quite unnatural in that there are three distinct planes of reflection in view. The central and primary Horus image has its own reflection inside the sphere, and the sphere itself has another. I believe the multiple planes reference the different seasons in which these things are manifested in the earth. Horus appeared before and he will again.
The circling green arrows are equivalent to the serpent/dragon ouroboros. Notice how the crossed elements lower left closely resemble the 23andMe chromosome-ish logo.
The deCODE logo graphic looks like a pair of lower case letters, "ii" - a pair of "eyes." This is a Watcher theme, since one watches with their eyes. I believe the popularity of owls in occult signaling and worship really points most essentially to the angel Watchers who fell and took wives for themselves among the daughters of men. These "ii" eyes aren't big goog-goog-googly eyes, but I do believe they are equivalent symbols.
Decode me? Uh uh. No thanks. No please!
Links:
Nearly 1 in 5 Americans had mental illness in 2009
Obama On The Cover Of Newsweek As SHIVA The DESTROYER
50/50 Joint Venture will Merge all Newsweek Businesses and The Daily Beast’s Digital Assets; Tina Brown to Serve as Editor-in-Chief.
Sinister Sites: The Georgia Guidestones - Vigilant Citizen - Recently Updated
Battle: Lost Angeles 2011 - upcoming movie promo
The release date sums to 9, the single digit mark of the beast transformation number and common date sum signal.
3+1+1+2+0+1+1 = 9
Behold the Four Horsemen of the Looming Food Apocalypse (Opinion)
Panic after ‘Devil attack’ at school Has anyone seen Agents Mulder and Scully? Ok, anyone resembling their actual counterparts? This is non-fiction.
What Is Happening In LA? Now Actors Report "Incredible" UFOs
VIDEO: Blue-Colored UFO in Centreville
More Evidence: HD TV is a Set Up for Mind Control
Mind Control - Is somebody thinking for you?
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